I loved being in your arms that night :)

I feel AMAZINGG =]

I'm beginning to feel happy again, and not attached to him like I was.

Sure the feeling comes back, and I still love talking to him everyday, but I don't feel like I HAVE to talk to him. Being with him this weekend was exactly what I needed.

I feel I could survive another year now.

I signed up for my Duel Enrollment classes the other day. I'm so excited to meet new people next semester. Maybe I'll meet someone amazing.

1.

Just remember:
No matter who brings you down,
I will bring you back up.
Because that's just what friends do.

2.

We both know that nothing comes close to what we had.

3.
Can we stop the world from turning?
I don't wanna be scared anymore.
Keep me in your arms, it stops everything.
Keep me in your arms, I don't hurt.

4.

she’s so sick of feeling like this
she just wants it to stop
she wants to wake up one morning and think,
‘holy shit… ew. I liked him?’
she’s done it before,
with all of the other guys…
but this one is different.
she swears he’s different.
[©apatheticaspirations]

5.
Now I lay me down to sleep, a bottle of vodka at my feet. If I die before I wake, tell my girls I drank it straight.

6.

He's the one that walked out of my life, not the
other way around. If he wants back in,
he needs to show me that he won't walk out again.

7.

Worrying is a waste of time, it doesn't change
anything, it just messes with your mind &
steals your happiness.

8.

The harder you try to forget something,
the more you think about it unconciously.
-Sigmund Freud

((I LOVE him, btw. Just a random fact))

**She is soo cute**

9.

Things you CAN'T recover in life
1) the STONE after it's thrown,
2) the WORD after it's said,
3) the OCCASION after it's missed,
and 4) the TIME after it's gone.

10.
Four months went by,
and I almost forgot your face,
until they played that song tonight.

11.

She's wishing that someone would
Notice the insecurities behind her smile
And the tears behind her sparkling eyes.

12.

Yesterday you asked me why I was crying,
and I told you I didn't know. But it was a lie.
The truth is, you were holding her to keep her warm,
while I was freezing deep down inside.

I need advice please :)

Alright, so this weekend my mom told me I could go see my ex. We've been super close since we broke up a year ago, but we havent hung out since March. I want to go soooo bad, but my best friends, Josh and Kel.... is what we're gonna call them... don't want me to go because of how bad he's hurt me and things he's done. but I just have been feeling sooo unhappy lately and tonight was just the worst I've felt in a while. They both have plans all this weekend and no parties are going on, so yea I do want to go see him because I've been in this house every weekend for as long as I can remember. It's not my fault the two people I spend my time with decided to make plans.

So should I go or just stay home and torture myself with the unhappiness?

With every tomorrow comes another life

     Sorry it's been so long.
This is short, but something's better than nothing right?

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1.

You didn't intentionally break my heart;
you even said you were sorry, but I cried anyway.
I know the truth that you're too scared to admit.
You're with her, but when you look at me,
you can’t remember her name. 

((Exactly how things are.))

2.

You make me laugh at things that aren't funny.
You make me smile without actually being here.
You make my stomach flip by a text. You make
my heart drop by just saying hi. I hate to
admit it, but you're still amazing. <3

3.

funny i don’t feel that bad. to be
honest i feel just fine. i lost

something that’s a dime a dozen.

he lost something that’s one of a kind.

4.

she stares at herself in the mirror. 
she doesn't notice how gorgeous she is. 
she doesn't give herself credit 
for being such a great person. 
a wonderful friend. a great listener. 
he didn't see her beauty 
and now neither does she.

5.

my theory is if you look confident,

you can pull off anything. even if

you have no clue what you're doing.

6.
And when I wake up I realize that everything's still wrong
I'm still here and you're still gone

7.

Your male best friend will always love you,
admire you & feel that way forever.
boyfriends come & go
but he's always stuck around.
he's your shoulder to cry on & hug when you need it.
you enjoy yourself with him
& you're never in an awkward situation.
this is a different kind of love,
a special kind.
cherish this boy forever,
he'll change your life.

8.

I know it seems like I'm this strong girl
who can get through everything, but inside
I'm pretty fragile. I've had so many things
thrown at me, and each one has only made
me crack. What I'm afraid of is that one of
these days I'm going to shatter.

9.
I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.

Sorry

I didn't forget. I know it has been a while since I updated, and thanks everyone that gave me advice and hope on the last entry. When I get enough quotes saved I'll update again.

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I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness

::For a quick personal update::
My boyfriend broke up with me Thursday night, today would've been 3 months.

Everything happens for a reason I guess, it's just been really hard the past few days.

1.
Im not asking for all the stars in the sky, just a boy to lay under them with.

2.

He's the only one that knows I'm
terrified of the dark,

&& every time I think of him, I smile.

He's the only one that knows
I hate thunderstorms,

but love dancing in the rain,

&& how much I laugh with my friends

&& how much I truly enjoy being happy.

But he doesn't know how many tears
I've cried just for him,

or how much I doubt myself every day.

He's the only one that knows
how ticklish I am

&& how I can't make decisions

&& how it drives me crazy when

he looks at me.

3.

fell asleep last night with tears in her eyes.
it may take her some time to grasp
the meaning of goodbye.
she won't forget him, but she'll try.

4.

ten bucks says you'll be crawling into bed with me
putting your hands & lips where they don't belong;
but ten bucks says i won't say no.

5.

I know her well enough to understand that when she pushed you away,
it was her way of making sure she didn't get shoved first

6.
& i'm the girl that will be hurt ; just to see you happy

7.
To see you is what my eyes long for,
to touch you is what my body longs for,
but to love you,my heart has done already for a long time.

8.

& boy, I get it now.
I'm only aloud to talk to you when shes not around.
Oh, & when you ditch me to go flirt with her, I'm not
suppose to care. & when you act like an ass
cause shes there, just go along with it. & when she decides
to break your heart once again, I'm suppose to be there
to comfort you. Well listen the hell up -
I'm tired of being your second choice
& I'm fucking done.

9.

It's not easy listening to your heart.
My head stays stay with him,
my heart says go back to you